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Prologue
The Beginning of Time

 

The Twelve


The first existed in the void's blackness. Though lesser, the remaining followed with due haste to fulfill a prophecy none understood. None could, or would, speak to the definition of a prophecy even if they knew the definition of definition. They did not understand these things; what they intended to do here was done on pure instinct.


None of them could be described as standing, floating, or even being because they were not of anywhere as in a place. The void is not a place; it is nothing and everything. The Twelve are all and nothing, but they control and create everything. The first, He with no name, deemed it so. He created them to create all, but they were still taking their first steps as a child. It is hard to understand that which is new and not understood, but instinct pulls them forward into the void.


First, they created the Twelve Authorities (or Kingdoms)—the light spread amongst the Authorities with growing intensity. Many golden cities of light sprang into existence throughout the twelve planes of the Authorities: one for and by each Archon (King of All). Each plane grew exponentially as the Archon came into existence and began to increase its domain.


For an eternity, the planes grew: unicellular organisms that expanded in every direction. Twelve plasmids mindlessly rapidly replicating to fill the void, a feat The Twelve did not expect or intend to be undertaken, much less achieve. Before they could react, the twelve planes became twenty-four, twenty-four became forty-eight, and the growth continued to double, and even if they had the desire to do so, they had no way of stopping the exponential growth. Soon the void appeared complete, but something unexpected happened: the void doubled in size.

The outsized growth continued for several millennia, though The Twelve had long ago ceased caring for such trivial things. Their goal now was the controlled growth of the creatures they created. The Archons have Authorities of such vastness that they believe they are the true Gods of all they have wrought. They have forgotten from which they came. They commit heinous sins in the name of the Father.
The Father, or His accurate reference The First, grew tired and offended by such sinful behaviors. He created a new breed of being, Man, to inhabit one special plane; The Mortal Realm. He did so on the lowest plane to ensure the others could not invade it: the planes are designed and stacked to move up, but moving in reverse is difficult for all save the most skilled and strongest.


The First gave shape to The Twelve, so they could move freely amongst the new beings. He gave them wings of many colored feathers to easily move between the many planes. He gave them special abilities to perform their assigned duties. He created the Seven Powers (or Principalities) and one to rule them all: Armaros the High, God’s first general. Armaros ruled all who walked the mortal realm, encompassing the twelve original planes, the plane of Earth, and the principalities.


The veil between the realms is thick, but there are many locations where it has thinned. A strong demon or enterprising human can walk right through. The first level of the Twelve Authorities inhabits a realm outside and beyond the demon realm. Only an upper-level deity can move between the many layers of the planes.
He chose the special ones from the species of Man to rise and become like the Archons but lesser than and beholden to for the missions that all would be assigned. They were meant to walk amongst Man, protect and secure them, and help them prosper, but they were meant to be hidden from Man’s sight. As they were known to be, the Watchers soon discovered a new and vile trait: jealousy.


Their demands were simple: they threatened to rebel if they could not have that which Man had, a home of their own. A plane of their own, where they could live and adequately care for themselves, not live in obscurity; they wanted to grow beyond their mere existence as caretakers for lesser beings. The Father said no, and they rebelled. The war continued for a thousand years until The Father took their wings and condemned them to the Mortal Plane for eternity. Their punishment: walk amongst those they despise. As an added insult, The Father made them lesser than Man by disfiguring them, effectively making them outcasts amongst Man: soon, all called them Demons and Devils.


Armaros’s great-great-grandson Samyaza had a child with his secret lover Naamah on the desolate Prison Plane of Enoch. A wife of Cain, Archon of the Prison Plane, made it forbidden for her to leave as long as he lived, but after he ascended to the upper planes, the covenant was broken. Samyaza returned with his spawn Balam to the Demon realm, but it was an act of foolishness. The bonds between the two realms had been damaged: the compression had begun. The bonds allowed the stack of planes to stand in the void; when a bond is weakened or destroyed, the planes above compress down onto the planes below. Such a disastrous incursion is deadly to many on the planes above and below the broken bonds. Samyaza actions set off this reaction, but it was the new bore prince who grew up bearing the responsibility.
The young prince of Demons has one goal: to restore their name and raise his family to the upper planes where they belong. To accomplish this goal, he goes to great lengths. His actions are so heinous and unspeakable that they disturb the very foundations of all the planes. He needs to be stopped before he destroys all.


Daemon of Vengence: Kitchi comes forth.


The fifth decade of the 4th century BCE


Doylen


Nestled comfortably atop a man-made plateau high above the city proper of mortared stone in the oldest parish of Enoch sits the ancient sprawling central citadel; the unrelenting glare of the dual suns absorbed by the citadel’s obsidian rock. Circling the plateau of piety, a golden-walled metropolis has grown exponentially yearly for over four thousand years. A municipality sprawled in all directions, eating the roaming dunes like a child addicted to sugar cakes. Even so, the tenacious fingers of sand reached and gripped for purchase, trying to reclaim its lost territory.


Doylen’s private aerie at the top of the citadel provides a panoramic view to survey all he owns and rules. On a clear day, you can see beyond the horizon. On such a day, the baleful hot Sun beats the shifting dunes with ireful hands of radiating waves of heat.


On such a day, you’ll see the shimmering green oasis moving through the sands with its own will. A place where those who claim divinity stroll in pious dignity amongst the branches and leaves of His grace’s garden. Doylen always knew when to gaze out among the dunes to the west. This time something new stepped into the dream. The man, who favored the nomads of the southern deserts, skin the color of burnt almond and eyes as luminescent pink as the swirling sand and glittering sky, literally stepped into the dream. He went from not being there to one foot appearing out of thin air and stepping onto the sandy plane, followed by a strong, tall, stocky form of a god that made Doylen feel small.

Doylen, the only surviving heir of the throne of Cain, the only living member of the tenth generation of the Cainian Empire, opened his eyes. At four and a half cubits, Doylen was considered a giant among the people of Enoch, who never rose above three and a half. They were not much taller in the outer regions, but the man in his dream had dwarfed him. Tall and stocky, his muscles had muscles. He had stared at Doylen when he had been in the dream. A voice said, “The end is near. I am Kitchi, let me in, and I will save you.”
Doylen sat up and took in his surroundings. The opulent chamber was only starting to warm, the heat of the morning air seeping through the opening. He watched as the glittering green shimmered in the distance and darted below the horizon.


Doylen thought about his mother’s, Tanith, lessons.


His earliest memories of his mother were of his parentage and bloodline. Tanith had often said, “You are the sole descendant of Cain, my son. It is a great and noble bloodline, and you have no other above you. Below you, only the children you sire can claim that Cainian blood was coursing through their veins. Death will come to any others who claim so.”


One can adduce the integrity of this threat by the “accidental” deaths of his forty-two siblings and their respective families. All Sons of Cain shall only continue through him. Tanith, the final royal consort of the aging Saeb, left nothing to chance.


I am King of all I see.


For Doylen’s seventeenth birthday, his mother gave him the choice of any apartment, regardless if there were an occupant. He also had his pick of willing mates: male or female. Over the last eight years, Doylen collected twenty-five husbands and one wife. Technically, I’m on my fifth wife. The first four committed the mortal sin of not producing a male heir, so Tanith had them put to death. The only reason the last survived was because she gave me twin boys.

Looking about the room, he wondered why, for the millionth time, he could not leave the realm. His deepest desire was to explore the kingdom: my kingdom. He wanted to visit the tent villages near the northern border mountains. Roam the vast southern deserts with the nomads. Survey the holy lands to the east. Join a Sojourn of Holy Trek with the Soldier-Monks of The Lower Temples. It’s so dull here; nothing to do but rule, study, and copulate. I would never give up any of that, but there must be more to experience. The man’s handsome face in his dream forced its way into his musings. It disturbed him. It was just a dream. Stop fretting; nothing will come of it.


Kitchi’s words drifted on the air, quiet and fleeting, “Let me in.”


Disturbed even more, Doylen moved to get out of bed, the brightly colored silk bed dressing swishing with the sudden movement. Several of his husbands huddled in small clumps, sleeping on pillows and rugs around the chamber, stirred. To distract himself, he thought, for variety, I copulate with a different husband or several times a week. If bored, sometimes the same day. Planting his seed thrilled him and temporarily pushed his anxious feelings aside. But his favorite, Ahmed, the one he loved, is the only person I bring to my bed nightly. Not for the first time, he wished that Ahmed could good bare his children, but he knew that was not how things worked. Besides, that might put him in danger of Tanith’s dagger if he did not produce an heir. That was unthinkable.


Some of his husbands woke early to service tasks that Doylen knew nothing of—and I don’t want to know such trivial things. When those awake noticed his sudden movements, they quickly bowed, subjugating on their knees, noses to the floor, in his presence. More will awaken soon, he thought, as they should.

Doylen’s second favorite husband, Osiris, raised his head. Lithe of build, firm whipcord tight muscles, and long beautiful auburn hair, always smelled of dates. Royal decree forbade all, unless given dispensation, from laying eyes on the prince and future King under pain of death. Ahmed was the only one in the realm of Cain, other than his mother and great-great-grandmother, Naamah, to whom this royal decree did not apply. Osiris cast his eyes to the floor as he, speaking for all the lesser husbands, asked, “My liege and humble husband, we are at your service as always. What do you desire?”


“Nothing,” Doylen replied curtly.


Doylen had long ago made the servants arrange his apartments to take advantage of the westerly view, which necessitated repositioning his enormous bed to the furthest southerly end of the chamber. The expansive sleeping chamber opened onto a long-terraced balcony. The depth of Doylen’s terrace could accommodate forty of his broad-shouldered and thick-chested royal guardsmen.
In the evenings, braziers lit his dark chamber casting dancing shadows onto the dark stone walls. But, from morning to late afternoon, his apartment remained drenched with bright reddish-golden dual-glowing orbs’ of sunlight from the suns until they fell below the horizon.


Doylen had the servants cover the terrace floor with rugs, pillows, and umbrellas, Doylen’s husband’s fanning, serving, and servicing him while he lounged. A smooth, fresh morning breeze sauntered through the grand terrace archway, the aromas of freshly baked paximadia, tahini yogurt, olives, fruits, and cooking lamb gyrating around his nasal cavity like a sensuous khawal. His stomach growled.


Ahmed moaned and reached for him. Ahmed’s hand slipped under the sheet and between Doylen’s legs, expertly caressing Doylen’s flaccid penis. Doylen looked at the second: Osiris seethed. Osiris’s hatred and jealousy thrilled Doylen. Arousing Doylen’s limp member, temporarily forcing him to have a carnal hunger replace his desire for food. However, he forced all distractions away.


Doylen leaned down, his mouth sensually covering Ahmed’s. When they separated, Doylen said, “I will give you the pleasure you deserve later, my love,” and gently moved Ahmed’s hand away. “I’ve had another dream.”


Ahmed sat up quickly, “was it of the waters again?” Ahmed asked, fear clear on his face. Ahmed rarely used Doylen’s offer of freedom to address him directly: Ahmed would never exhibit such impertinence. He could not fault the beautiful one; Doylen granted such privileges because he intended to make Ahmed the King’s consort. When I become King, I only have to answer to myself; I don’t care if the Priests of the Upper Court disapprove. I have twin heirs to continue the Cainian bloodline; making a wife is irrelevant.


Doylen heard the others about the apartments stir: agitated.


“Yes, I saw the great wall, the waters, and more. The bright suns and the clear pink sky disappeared behind black clouds, and torrents of rain fell upon the world. The water and vicious winds carried the bodies of people and animals alike.”


An uncharacteristic chill wind lifted the curtains, making the fabric snap as it rushed into and through the apartments. Ahmed cowered in Doylen’s lap, his face borrowing between Doylen’s dark, muscular thighs. Often, Ahmed had commented on the beauty of Doylen’s legs. He was telling me that I’m the earthly embodiment of Cain. That I’m the most beautiful male on His earth. Any other time Doylen would thoroughly enjoy his favorite husband and future consort kowtowing to his vanity. I encourage such open admiration wholeheartedly: But not today. A ball of dread had taken up residence in the pit of his stomach.

 

He didn’t speak of the man—Kitchi—that he saw. The one that said to him after he had awakened. Today I can’t allow my need for distraction rule.


Doylen sat on the edge of the bed. One leg under the sheets, Ahmed’s creamy smooth leg rubbing Doylen’s right thigh. The sole of Doylen’s left foot on the cold stone floor: the chill traveled up his leg and along his spine. Doylen looked through the flapping fabric draping the terrace arch; the traveling green oasis shimmered and rose above the horizon again. Behind it, a dark cloud formed in a startlingly luminescent pink-colored sky. As the black cloud grew, the green mirage grew in clarity. Doylen wasn’t sure which moved toward them, a beacon of salvation or a harbinger of their death. He did not doubt that any distraction would sacrifice the former and lead to the latter.


Once Doylen had traveled, at Tanith’s instance, to the end of the known world, to the place where Cain took Abel’s life. On the spot, a monument in tribute to Cain’s act of love. Behind the statue, many years ago, slaves worked for a hundred years to hewn a set of caves from the mountain of black rock with bronze striations. The soldier-monks who stood guard over the sacred place lived simple, peaceful lives with one sole purpose to preserve and care for the monument.
The beautifully hewn statue of Cainite Marble accentuates the smooth, sleek muscular male form of his ancestor: their God on this plane. The ancient artist worked the heavy black marble with gold veins until the statue gleamed. The intricately carved supple muscles represent not only Cain’s physical strength but also his strength of spirit, his ability to survive the wandering curse. He survived. He found others wondering like himself. Cain led them to this place: Enoch. Where he started this community. The community swelled into a city. A kingdom grew from that city. Now we inhabit the entire plane.


The strong jawline and chiseled chin spoke to his determination; for men like Cain, defeat was not an option. Bowing to another; is abhorrent at best. Cain would never give up his birthright.
The colossal sculpture of Cain stood over the body of Abel. Abel’s prone body stretched indignantly across the pedestal at Cain’s feet. The work of art is situated on an outcrop: Cain is staring into the distance, majestic and Kingly. Below the cliff, the rough terrain he endured. In Cain’s left hand, a hammer across his heart, showing him to be a builder of cities. In his right hand, a trowel dripped with the blood of Abel. A dual representation. First, Cain’s knowledge of the land: his land. Second, Abel’s blood poisoned the soil Cain loved.
Every evening Cain’s deep-set eyes watch the setting suns, forever looking out at the horizon. The artist’s reasoning for facing the statue as he did was lost to history. One school of thought says that Cain is forever seeking His approval. Doylen grimaced at this thought. He preferred the second that Cain is searching for the home and garden of his parents, wanting to return but knowing that is an impossibility.


Doylen’s rugged yet handsome features bore more than a passing resemblance to Cain. Doylen, at just under two meters, is tall for an Enochian. But standing next to the enormous sculpture, he’s dwarfed. Doylen slowly caressed the smooth marble calf muscle, enjoying the stone’s cool touch on such a hot day. Doylen surveyed the ever-changing desolate sandy landscape beyond. From miles away, a traveler could see the statue standing triumphantly over the prone wispy body of Abel.


After they prayed at the feet of Cain, as the confederation of minor Cainian nobles followed, he and his coterie of husbands moved deliberately and diligently toward where the sand stopped. Beyond the rocky outcrops and the flat, desolate fields, to where land ends and the vast sea began. Doylen walked toward the waters, wanting to touch its oily red surface.


As he approached, the hair on his body tingled. As he moved closer, his shoulder-length obsidian locks rose, the silken curls dancing about his head like a scorched halo. Doylen stopped, and those behind him voiced shock at the sight.


That was when he saw his first miracle. The water did not lap at the shore of black pebbles. Doylen walked closer and reached out a hand when his skin encountered the—he wasn’t sure what to call it—it was like an unseen wall.


Doylen stopped abruptly in the knee-deep water. On his side of the invisible wall, the placid water moved only when he disturbed it by Doylen’s steps; on the opposite side, wave after wave of water splashed and lapped at the bottom of the invisible wall. Far out over the vast expanse of water, black clouds grew, gaining force, and bright flashing lights danced in the clouds. In the distance, the dark reddish sea appeared to meet the blackened sky. Black clouds stretched along the horizon. A ribbon of white formed along the crest. Moments later, there was a boom that shook the ground.


A chorus of screams and yells for savior echoed behind him, but Doylen kept facing the oncoming threat. The wall of water moved closer, growing to incredible heights. It came directly toward him and his people.
My people, I must save them. How?


He reached a hand to touch the wall. As his fingers closed the distance to the wall, a ring of tiny yellowish sparks radiated outward from his hand. It vibrated when he touched the wall, and a tingle went through his body.

Everything about him began to glow golden and bright. He heard more screams of fear emanating from behind but ignored them. Two of his guards tried to pull him from the wall’s grip, but the golden force repelled them and threw them many feet away. A deafening sound engulfed them as the black water crashed into the golden field. Doylen felt the force drawn threw him like he was powering the wondrous golden field.


He thought of Naamah and her Majiks and her words. Naamah said, “You have the Mark of Cain, great-great-grandson. Cain created this plane with his will. It is his continuing bloodline that forces it to endure and expand. There will come a time when you will understand the simple truth of my words.”
Doylen increased the size of the field as the water level rose. Eventually, the golden field became a dome over the city and land. The water covered the dome’s crown until the plane of Cain and its inhabitants vanished beneath the darkness.


It took well over two lunar cycles for the water to recede. Doylen finally understood his heritage and purpose. He wasn’t sure everyone had survived. Those he sent out to find and bring those they could to safety returned with unsettling reports. Many could not be found, as if they had vanished from the plane. Impossible, but what other explanation could there be? Lately, though, the ache of holding the water at bay thrashed the inside of his head like a century of beatings. So he visited his ancient grandmother to see if her Majiks could bolster his resolve and lessen the pain.


Naamah’s strange. She eats sparingly, but her frame and baring are complex and demanding. She never let him get away with anything. She had always been duplicitous, but this day she had scared him.

Naamah preferred a place in the base of the citadel. She says it reminds her of her home—where she and her sister Lilith were born. Like Cain, she had been banished to this realm for minor infractions to serve her penance. The chamber wasn’t just a residence; the dark and dank place was her laboratory to perfect her potions and poisons.


The circular space occupied five levels of the lowest levels of the enormous citadel. Her living quarters, two small rooms where she supposedly slept and ate, were in the south section of her chamber’s top level. Only she knew what purpose they served the rest of the rooms in the space. Doylen sat quietly on the sole stone settee in the main chamber of the lowest level. She slowly paced along the outer wall of the circular chamber. Letting her hand glide along the rough-hewn stone as she walked. When a much younger Doylen asked why she did this, “It gives me strength and allows me to speak to the plane.”


Like everyone who entered this place, Doylen knew to speak only if instructed. Her sole warning to all who entered. Her Majiks, according to her, are so powerful and volatile that the merest uttered sound may set the world’s end in motion.


Until Doylen experienced the golden field, he believed she habitually exaggerated her abilities. Now, he held a new respect for her, at least around what she did and didn’t know about his history and capabilities.
Doylen sat facing the central drain waiting for her to speak—the drain in the center of five concentric circles. The first and inner circle held the seat he occupied in its center, the others each more extensive and prominent than the last until the largest hugged the circular wall. Two linear drains bisected the circular room into quarters, forming a cross. One leg traversed the floor before his seat. The perpendicular leg forming the cross flowed under the seat. In the center of the chamber, where the two linear drains crossed, a two-foot-wide circular uncovered hole in the floor.


A thick brownish-red syrupy water trickled down the drains into the opening. An overly offensive odor inside the drain made Doylen want to ask what the liquid was and where it came from. But it concerned him that she might tell him the truth; he didn’t want to know that bad.


She imagined herself above him; Doylen hated that. Many feared her, true, but he would be King and the direct descendant of Cain. She only married Enoch. So, Cain named the city after his firstborn. I am still the next King. His head hurt. He’d break her sacred rule if she didn’t get on with it.


Naamah swiped her toes into the drain that hugged the base of the walls and mumbled words in a strange language Doylen did not understand. The soupy liquid sped up and began to glow a nasty dark red, rushing around the room, collecting at the junctions at each cross, the light intensifying, and then moving around the room, gathering and moving towards where Doylen sat. The liquid fell into the central hole making loud glug, glug sounds and glowing up at him as if in accusation of some slight.


Doylen never understood why she was partial to this place: it’s essentially the sewers. This room, the main collection chamber, was damp, drab, dark, and reeked. Enoch had enough darkness about it; he liked the suns, warm breezes, and his husband’s touch and pleasant smell. Naamah stopped suddenly and frowned at him, her fiery red eyes burning into him with their unwavering stare.


“What?” He asked, suddenly self-conscious; the first rule is broken.
“You think of them,” she said flatly.


“Of whom,” Doylen asked.


“Your coterie of husbands,” her frown deepened.


He hated when she did that, knowing what was in his head before he spoke his thoughts aloud. “Don’t do that. You know I don’t like it,” Doylen said sullenly.


“Don’t act like a petulant child,” she said sharply. “You’re a Son of Cain; act as if you are worthy of that title. The water may be gone, but your test continues; unlike any test before, you will need all of Cain’s strength in your blood. I have seen your battle. It is coming soon.”


She said those last four words with an air of desperation that Doylen had never heard in her voice before. Instead of stirring sympathy for her, it annoyed him, “What do you speak of, woman? You have been spouting dark predictions for ages. I am thirty-five summers into this blessed life. Why should I believe now? Besides, I have only come because my head hurts. Can you help,” Doylen said with little conviction, the miracle still occupying his thoughts.


“Do not mock me. I know of your dreams. I know what they portend. Heed my warnings. The waters came, did they not? Your trials and tests continue. I am not sure of the one who calls himself Kitchi. What I do know is that you must tenter the equipage. It is your right. Your responsibility to do this. When you do, then you can deflect His fury. He may not smite us all. You cannot let your gaggle of swains be a distraction.”


Her eyes glowed that fiery red again; the sight of them always made him nervous, but there was something more this time. This time she spoke her prophetic words differently. Doylen focused on the draining water. The glow of the stinky brown bile dulled slightly. It rushed into the drain and made him think of the black, oily reddish water wall that brought the plane and city of Enoch darkness for two months. The darkness terrified his people. He could not let that happen again. I must keep my people safe.

“What can I do, great-great-grandmother? I command one army against His might. He will destroy us.”


“You know what you must do,” she said cryptically.


“Do, I,” he said, a note of sarcasm in his tone, “and what would that be?


“The Soul of Enoch.”


“Come on, Naamah, that is a myth perpetuated by fouls.”


“Do you believe me a foul?”


“No great-great-grandmother, but—”


“Phenomena great and awful, deadly and evil, beautiful and ugly, and an infinite number in between is part of the world. Everything is useful if you can name it, know their properties, and how to use them.”


“As always, you speak in riddles, Naamah. What are you saying?”


“I analyze the past. I predict many future possibilities. I know all that is present. I always speak the truth.”


“And still, you say nothing!” Doylen yelled as he stood.


Spreading angrily behind her, a set of black raven-colored wings. They flapped, stirring the dust and dank of the space into a swirling torrent. Black smoke billowed around her feet. Her eyes roiled magma in their sockets. Doylen stepped back but tripped over the stone settee and fell hard. She grew, towering over Doylen by at least three meters. Now he understood her desire to have space with such a high ceiling.
When she spoke again, her voice changed. Deep and rumbling, reverberating off the stone walls so loud Doylen had to cover his ears. She stepped towards Doylen, and the citadel shook with every footfall.

“I am Naamah, twin to Lilith, daughter of Samyaza. The First One destroyed our brothers and sisters. He looks for me and my sister. I fear The First has found me and will send an emissary to enact His revenge. The Tyrant of Heaven will rain significant damage upon this plane. He wishes to rid the land of what He deems pestilence and evil. The Tyrant isn’t content with the death of the two remaining Nephilim. He wants to destroy all we have wrought, even if it means obliterating this entire realm. He wants all families of man on the plane of Cain to perish along with every vestige of the Cainian bloodline. The Waters were the first of the prophecy; they have come. Next is the ruin of all. You must tenter the equipage, now!”


Doylen tried to block out her deep piercing voice. He felt the blood trickling out of his ears and down his neck.


He yelled, “What must I do?”


“Venture below these dungeons,” she said as she shrank. “Below the crypts.”


“How will I know I’ve found what I’m looking for? What am I looking for?”


“He will find you.”


The black fog that hovered at her feet rose and engulfed her, swirling about her visage in an eddy of all compressing blackness until the apparition winked out of existence.


Shakily, Doylen rose and walked towards the heavy wooden doors. They swung open as he approached. Two slave women, one for each entry, hastened to a position of subjection out of the way of his steps, on their knees, faces touching the floor, arms stretched out to either side. Doylen barely noticed them as he strolled through the doorway, his arrogant, Kingly confidence returning. Several soldier monks stepped behind him when he entered the Great Hall of the monastery.

Father Urijah Tryphosa, the leader of the five soldier monks of the Cainian Holy Order, stepped close and whispered, “Did the mistress of Cain offer instructions, sire?”


Doylen stopped. The entire group of soldier monks stuttered to a stop with him.


“Were you eavesdropping, Father,” Doylen asked, annoyed.


Father Tryphosa feigned aghast ignorance at such a suggestion. Doylen knew for sure that the father did exactly that without hesitation. Not directly; he had one of his little spies listening in. Doylen suspected one of, or both, the young slave girls.


“I would never commit such a miscarriage of justice, sire,” the Father said with mock contriteness.


“No, of course, you wouldn’t. How could I be so thoughtless,” Doylen said sarcastically and continued walking, “We must go to the crypts.”


“Yes, liege, this is our purpose here,” the father assured.


Doylen said, looking suspiciously at the father, “Of course, you weren’t listening.”


Father Tryphosa sped up to reach Doylen and said, “We will show you the way, sire.”


Annoyed, Doylen let the Father and his soldier monks lead him through the dungeons and into the crypts. They came to a dead end after traversing the maze of skulls and bones stacked along the walls of long-forgotten citizens.


They stood before two thick granite blocks that had been carved into the shape of a large set of wooden doors. Across the blocks, in a script that Doylen didn’t recognize, a long-forgotten message. The granite doors had existed for at least a century, which made sense since there was no obvious way to open them. No knob or handle to pull. The doors had no keyhole for a key. Of course, they hadn’t one. Even hinges were absent. Even if all those things were present, the doors would likely be too heavy for even his most vital servants to pull open. Father Tryphosa stepped close to inspect the ancient script.


“Can you read this text, Father,” Doylen asked skeptically.


“Yes, I believe that I can. There is similar text in the library, sire. This says, Only the blood of Cain can open this Way In, though He can never enter the new world.”


“What does it mean,” Doylen asked.


“I believe that it means only a descendant of Cain can access this room,” the Father replied, “you and your sons are the last in Cainian bloodline, sire.”


“How would I even begin,” Doylen asked. It occurred to him that the light in the dark and dank tunnels seemed sufficient. Otherwise, the good Father wouldn’t have been able to read the text so easily. Doylen looked around. Despite a noted lack of braziers, the tunnel was well-lit. Doylen asked, “Where is the light source?”


The good Father and his soldier monks looked on in confusion. Father Tryphosa said, “You are the light source, sire.”


He said this as if Doylen should know. Doylen thought the Father was trying to make another of his digs. Doylen snapped, “Don’t be snide with me, Urijah.”


Father Tryphosa stiffened, and anger shaded his features, “I was not, sire, look at your hands.”


Doylen looked down at his hands. He was astonished by the golden glow that emanated from and around his fingers. He realized that glow floated around his body like little glistening golden stars.
“Maybe if you touched the door,” Father Tryphosa suggested.

Doylen reached for the door. Like when he created the golden wall, a tingling began at the tips of his fingers and traveled up his arm and through his body, although not as strong this time. The door glowed a gold yellow that grew in intensity. Then pillars of stone burst into a million little gold flecks and fell to the floor.


Through the opening, a sea of lush green gardens extended beyond vision in every direction. Doylen, Father Tryphosa, and six soldier monks stared in awe. Doylen had never seen such beauty in his desert paradise. Doylen stepped to the edge of the tunnel. A fresh, clean air tickled his nose, beckoning Doylen to enter Eden. Doylen accepted the offer.


Where Doylen’s foot fell, grains of sand bubbled to the surface. The lush green foliage withered and died: shriveling into black dust and falling to the ground to mix with the sand. Doylen quickly pulled his foot back, but the sand and the dead did not retreat. The earlier lushness of that area was gone.
“What are these Majiks,” Doylen yelled at the Father.


Father Tryphosa said, “I don’t know, sire. We have no records of this,” then asked, “What were Mistress Naamah’s instructions?”


“Stop feigning innocence, Urijah. Naamah’s slave girls are your spies, but the information isn’t the only way you pump them. Naamah knows they are your lovers, and so do I,” Doylen said, letting the anger and frustration color his words.


Recognizing defeat, the Father said, “You must tenter the equipage.”


“What does that mean?” Doylen yelled the question.


His words reverberated down the tunnel: skull and bones crashed to the ground. Beyond the opening, the garden shook. Cracks opened in the environment around them, radiating from where he stepped, swallowing plant life.

Another great rumble passed below them. Doylen looked down to see a crack opening between his feet. Like a fast-moving snake, it slithered down the tunnel. One side of the crack rose, and the world tilted and opened like a mouth. Red molten liquid began to seep into the bottom of the damage.
“Tenter the equipage!”


Doylen thought the Father spoke but realized the voice was deeper and more resonant than his. Naamah’s dark visage shimmered into view. Doylen was in her chamber again. “What’s happening?” He asked, confused.


Naamah’s red eyes glowed bright and menacing, “do you see your mistake?” Her overwhelming voice shook mortar dust from the chamber walls.


“I don’t know what you are trying to show me. Just tell…”


Her body increased again, and her voice boomed, “You must perform this task of your own accord! You must save your people!”


Doylen’s eyes snapped open when he heard the soldier monk fall to his death. The man screamed as his body sizzled and boiled in the river of red. Suddenly Doylen knew. The answer isn’t what he had to do but what he wanted to do. Doylen wanted—needed—to save his people. Doylen didn’t understand why this happened but had to do something. I created the wall of gold light that protected them before. I can do something, anything, to save them now.


Above him, two golden handles attached to the ceiling appeared, and two more stirrups shimmered into existence on the floor near each foot. Doylen grabbed the two above and stepped into each foothold. The golden light of the bands intensified and secured around his hands and feet, then lifted him into the air. Golden light poured into, out of, and swirled around him. The pricks of golden light were like clamps on his skin, pulling and stretching his body. The world shook and trembled, and still, the light pulled his body in all directions.


“Save them.”


First, the Father and his remaining soldier monks. Tentacles of golden light whipped around each of them and flung the men into the garden. Then Doylen’s golden light shot out through the earthen depths and into the city proper. Doylen transported all two million of the city’s inhabitants into the garden. Then he went beyond the city to the nomads of the south, the soldier monks of the north, and all peoples in between.


The golden light dimmed as he shrank and returned to The King, the descendant: Cain.
Sending Ahmed proved the hardest to send into the tyrant’s world.


Ahmed said, “Doylen, come, we must go.”


Doylen shook his head slightly, “My love, no, I cannot. I am not of His world.”


“You must,” Ahmed pleaded through the collapsing tunnel between them.


“I will be fine, my love. Mother told me the stories. Cain’s curse extended to all his descendants. We must walk these lands. If I walk that plane, it will soon become a sandy ruin like this one.”


Doylen stepped out of the stirrups. As his feet touched the floor, the ground shifted, and the crack rejoined, disappearing. The rumbling stopped. A tear fell down his cheek as Doylen bid Ahmed a final goodbye and let go of the handles. The handles and stirrups blinked out of existence, and then the wall solidified. The golden flecks floated up and reconstituted, forming a solid granite wall in the shape of a door again. It cut him off from his people.


Her black smoke swirled around him, twisting reality and pulling him out of the crumbling tunnel. When Naamah’s Majiks cleared, he stood alone on the terrace of his apartment high in the citadel. The empty terrace and rooms seared his heart with loneliness. The suns were bright and warm. The sands shifted and roiled. The green oasis sailed over the horizon like a ship over an ocean. He turned to see her. Her red eyes are more human now; although the color is unusual, it is still beautiful in Naamah’s alabaster face.


She said, “You have done well.”


“Have I,” Doylen asked sullenly.


“Your sacrifice may bode well for them on that plane.”


“Will it?”


Naamah touched his cheek and said, “Do not allow loneliness to set in; you still have work. Look out amongst the dunes. More souls will fall through; they will need you. Two young boys ran onto the terrace to stand by him. He looked down at his twin sons with love and pity. He had caused their situation. How would he care for them? How could he give them what they need to grow strong and wise?


“Your progeny will be fine with me—my grandson. It would be best to leave this empty place, find the souls who need you, bring them here, and repopulate your city, your world. You must walk. You are a son of Cain: follow in your forbearer’s footsteps and bring your people home.”


Kitchi


“So, you got your way, sister.”


Naamah turned, a devious smile on her face, and said, “Did you believe you were strong enough to stop me, young one?”

Kitchi pushed against her powerful Majiks, and her facade fell with ease. The beautiful alabaster skin dulled to an ashen pot-marked pasty white, the red of her eyes deepened and grew more fierce, the white shift she wore blackened, and her raven-colored wings spread behind her.


Naamah chuckled, then said, “Oh, please, that is a parlor trick.”


Kitchi smiled and replied, “I agree; it surprises me that you still use it.” Kitchi looked down at the twins and said, “Hello, little ones; how are you then? I am your grea-great-great-uncle Kitchi.”


The boys smiled up at him, but Naamah did an intricate wave of her hand, and the twins popped out of existence. She said, “You will stay away from my family.”


Kitchi smirked, “Now you know I can’t do that, dear sister,” and stepped toward her.


Naamah raised her left hand, and a roiling ball of black smoke hovered above her palm. “I wonder, brother, do you underestimate my powers or overestimate yours?”


Kitchi took another step closer—streaks of white-hot lightning cut through the ball of black smoke. The ball shot out toward him; feet before him, it exploded against his shield of white gold. When the smoke cleared, she was gone. Kitchi’s voice rose, echoing throughout the citadel and city, “Your disappearing act may have served you well when we were young angels, dear sister, but it won’t save you now. It only serves to delay the inevitable. He wants all of you gone from every plane. I always know or can find where you are hiding.”


He heard the opening of the Way In. Kitchi wondered if another human had fallen through again. For millennia the ignorant creatures had been wandering into places where they didn’t belong. Though annoying, fortunately, the constant disappearances were easy to manage. He started a new and more believable roomer in every century he had lived. After a millennium of searching for his highly elusive twin sisters, Lilith and Naamah, he had detected them after coming across Lilith’s twin sons, Hahyah and Ohya, in the nineteen-sixties, mid-twentieth century. I didn’t even know Lilith had found someone to partner with. I could have told him he was a fool. And not just because she is marked for destruction, she makes Naamah look sweet by comparison. Besides, where was my wedding invitation? And they had offspring? She forgot that even her offspring are detectable by beings like me.


The hot, humid free air whipped through the apartment as he considered his next move. He had more than enough time; he now has a firm connection to her. Both of his elusive sisters were living on borrowed time. So he could take his time and savor the moment. He caught Doylen’s scent and turned to see the handsome pseudo-King step into the room, dragging a bag of what must be supplies for his sojourn.


Doylen dropped his bag and said, “Who the hell are you?”


Kitchi smiled, “The handsome King doesn’t remember me? I’m hurt.”


“Addressing me in such a snide manner again will earn you death. Answer my question.”


Kitchi barked a laugh, “Death? With what army? As far as I know, you don’t have anyone to put me to death.”


“There are mechanisms available.”


Kitchi raised an eyebrow and said, “Oh, you mean my sister? Well, she hightailed it out of here when she found out I was here. So, no, there isn’t. If the powerful Naamah, the most powerful being on this plane, runs scared of me, who on this plane can challenge me? You can help me, however. Can we make a deal?”


“Deal?”


“Yes, I need to catch my sister, and you want to be with lovely Ahmed; if you help me, I can help you.”

At the mention of Ahmed’s name, Doylen perked up and stepped closer, “How, Naamah says that I can’t leave this plane. I tried and nearly destroyed this world and the one where I sent my people.”


“I agree that was a foolish move on your part, but it is fixable with the right tools.”


Naamah


She walked the path for so long, diligently doing her duty like a good little Nephilim. She grew tired of the stupidity of it all. He had banished her to this forsaken plane with nothing. If she hadn’t found the fool walking, she would’ve had nothing to do but stare at the sand. She would have been so fucking bored. They wanted to break her. They tried to silence her. They thought she would not survive.


Well, I fucking showed them: including my bitch of a twin. It had been Lilith that started it all. She wanted the demon realm for her own. She hated sharing with anyone she considered lesser, especially me. She hated that I bested her in every way except deviousness.


Lilith always coveted what her twin possessed; that went double when it came to Samyaza, the High Archon of Demons. He was head over heal in love with her sister. Naamah remembered Lilith’s betrayal clearly, even now, several thousand years later. Of course, what Lilith wanted, what she coveted over everything, was the Twelve Authorities. The Seven Powers created the Twelve Kingdoms. Samyaza, the High Archon of Demons, ruled over them all.


She has been consolidating the kingdoms and their numerous Principalities under her rule for thousands of years. Lilith’s governance over the principalities and dominance of Samyaza is near complete. Even Kitchi, with all his power, could not stop her now. The only being still wielding the ability to control her would most likely not care now. Things have gone too far.

He’d just as soon wipe the slate clean or try again. Sending the water may have seemed like a smart move at the time, but it accomplished little.


She hated only two beings more than her deceitful sister, and one had just entered her domain: Kitichi. Of course, she had outsmarted him again. She knew all her little brother’s tricks; he’d never be able to best her, no matter how hard he tried. But that wasn’t what annoyed her most. She had known at some point he would show up. No, it was his arrogance. He may be our most potent, but he has no fundamental knowledge of how to use his power.


She stopped walking and flicked a blackened finger. The pinprick of a small portal circle appeared in front of her. She made a complicated movement of her hands, and the portal grew to allow her to walk through. Before she could do so, a wave of heated air blew across her raven-colored wings. Naamah knew without looking who had just entered her lair. The insufferable Zerachiel: the other being she hated more than her sister. She turned to see Zerachiel’s feet delicately touch the stone floor. Where his feet touched the black Cainian stone, it grew darker with scorched footprints.


He walked toward her and said, “You are leaving? Are you afraid of your brother?”


“Zerachiel, I don’t have time for your foolishness. Or your ignorant riddles and nonsense answers to pointed questions.”


Zerachiel said, “Oh,” as he peered through the swirling colors of the portal, his eyes widening ever so slightly as he saw the blue and green expanse of Earth, “I see you’re taking my advice and going to enlist Bloodsmane,” his gaze lingering on the evidence of her actions.


“It is the only way to stop her.”


“Is it?”


“Please do not start with the riddles and non-answers.”

“Whatever do you speak of?”


Exasperated, Naamah stepped onto the Earthly plane.


“What if I were to tell you that I have found a way to solve both our problems with a single stroke? Would you be interested?”


Naamah looked back at him. Her form slowly returning to the alabaster beauty of a human woman. She said, “What will it cost me? Another lifetime on a desolate plane?”


An enigmatic smile danced at the corners of his mouth; Zerachiel said, “On the contrary, you will gain everything that you ever wanted … if you are patient. You are patient, aren’t you, Naamah?”


Naamah’s fierce glare held Zerachiel captive, until he finally continued, “… You’ve chosen well: this form will be useful. The key to getting close to any of them lies in portraying the other Mary in His life.”


Zerachiel stepped through the portal to stand beside her and slowly changed; he said, “If we convince Bloodmane, the last of the Builders, to help break the bonds. The demons have no choice but to flee to the Earthly plane; we both know she will never survive on Earth.”


“But that will kill Kitchi?”


“Yes, he is the bond, and it will be sad,” his shrug was barely perceptible. “You’re mother really should have told him that when she created him. I said as much, but the Builders were thoughtless beings, so I had to destroy them. Except Bloodsmane and Kitchi, of course, but only because they are still useful. Well, Bloodmane is the only useful one, now.”


Naamah stepped back from him, retreating deeper into the shadows of the alley they had stepped into. I hate him so much because he is indifferent to everyone and everything on every plane.

“If you are to sell this Mary Magdalene façade, you must walk in the light, my dear; this is not the plane of midnight from which you hail.”


“You want to destroy all the bonds, don’t you?”


“It is the only way.”


“I don’t believe you, but you don’t care about that, do you?”


“Not in the least. Lesser beings like yourself have trouble seeing all that is relevant.”


“Is that so?”


“Yes.”


Bloodsmane


The mud hovel sat high on the side of a mountain to the west of Sodom. Bloodsmane preferred it here; the river flowing below is tranquil, and the land fertile. In his current form, he is strong enough to tend his land. The land he occupied long before the five cities that have sprouted up like weeds over the last five hundred years. He wanted to pluck and pull them, rid himself of the pesky humans that invaded his tranquil retirement, but he recognized their necessity early on.


No one knew his proper form. I’ve been like this for so long; I don’t even remember what I may have been. In this solid male form, he had roamed this area of this plane for at least four thousand years by his last reckoning. Before then, he only experienced the briefest of glimpses in his dreams. At least what he assumed were dreams; it was hard to tell what was real and what wasn’t. Like all those kids he’d been told he fathered over the years since the cities popped up: he isn’t entirely sure they exist, hell he wasn’t sure the women he was supposed to have bedded exited.

At last count, I am supposed to have two hundred living children, ages ranging from six to two hundred. That’s nearly a kid every year. He puffed out a breath and said to the empty single-room hovel, “There has been a lot of women. What else am I to do here?”


When he first discovered the unexpected thing known as sex, he was initially dumbfounded. He hadn’t thought about using the thick and long pieces of skin and sack hanging from below his stomach as anything more than a way to relieve the frequent human urge to piss. It wasn’t until the first city, Sodom, started growing that he discovered its more pleasurable uses.


Many young men sold themselves for extra money to eat and feed their families. That first-time one propositioned Bloodmane did not know what was expected. A lanky young man—boy, really, he could not have been more than fifteen summers—showed Bloodsmane how to give himself over to the pleasure. Eventually, the lanky boy made regular and frequent trips up to Bloodsmane’s hovel.


The lanky boy, who called himself Ciserol, stirred feelings that Bloodsmane did not know existed within him. During one extremely passionate night of lovemaking during Blodsmane’s climax, long, thin incisors grew in his mouth, and he had an uncontrollable urge to drink Ciserol dry, which he did. Bloodsmane bit into the boy, Ciserol’s screams went on for what seemed like an eternity, and Bloodsmane had more than a passing knowledge of eternities, having lived through, from what he could remember, about ten. Of course, that negates the whole argument on “eternity.”


When Ciserol finally stopped screaming, Bloodmane assumed he was dead and planned to take the street urchin to the other side of the mountain and bury him the next night. Bloodmane was not worried about anyone missing the lanky Ciserol. He has no one.

Though the next night, Ciserol woke. To Bloodsmane’s chagrin, Ciserol decided to stay with him for a while. To learn more about their condition, as if Bloodsmane knows what that might be. The brat remained for a century before he got the hint that I didn’t want him around. The only way Bloodsmane got rid of him was his frequent trips to the brothels to fuck women. After Ciserol left, Bloodsmane bit many women. Apparently, sex with women triggered a primal urge to procreate; his sperm hit the spot often. But that urge also triggered his monster side, and he turned as many into vampires as he impregnated. Hence his Bloodsmane brood, human and vampire, roaming the lands.

April 4, 1806
Nativity
Kitchi


Kitchi stood at the precipice.

Below, fields of thick cottony clouds wafted by. Below the clouds, patches of emerald greens, muddy browns, and wiggly lines of fast-moving water cut through vast plains. In the distance, the fields gently rose to meet a smaller range of tree-covered mountains. He took in his surroundings. He breathed deeply. The rancid smell of horse and cow shit no longer accosted his nose. The air is not so soiled here, he thought.

He stood on a rocky outcrop, so the ever-present haze of dust was gone. Kitchi felt a twinge of pain at the base of his neck, but he couldn’t remember what he had been doing. Before this moment, I had no idea where I was. But I know this doesn’t seem right.

A fast breeze rushed up from the wide valley. The fast-moving zephyr caught his clothing and hair, and they flapped like a bird’s wings. Only then did he take note of his long hair. Kitchi let a lock of the soft silky curls glide through his fingers, pulling it out in front of his face. The auburn color glistened in the omnipresent light. He looked down at his clothing. The white shift he wore looked like a bedsheet.

Then a voice said, “Welcome, my son.”

Startled, Kitchi stumbled back from the cliff edge. Just beyond the cliff edge, a pinprick of white-hot light grew into a floating being with wings. The being appeared human except for the six wings tinged with fire sprouting from its back. The fiery wings left white smoky tendrils as the creature slowly floated toward Kitchi.

Kitchi asked, “Who are you?”

The man says cryptically, “Your guide.”

Snatches of memory assaulted Kitchi: The Conner plantation, the whip at the hand of the overseer. What Kitchi remembered most: The noose. Kitchi rubbed the base of his neck.
An angel, Kitchi thought, because if I am dead, it must be.

The angel said, “Yes, my son, you are dead from the human perspective.” It looked benevolently down on Kitchi and continued, “As I said, I am your guide. You will have to make many hard decisions.”

Confused, Kitchi asked, “What are you talking about?”

“Your future as God’s hammer on the mortal plane.”

Kitchi said, “What? You’re not making any sense. Who are you? The pain is gone. Where am I?”

“Your lack of pain is easier to explain than where you are.”

“Why? Where is everyone? The other slaves, they were watching,” Kitchi said.

“Because you’re no longer in that place. You are here. From here, you can go many places.” The angel smiled serenely and said, “You can be anything and all you want. Would you like to go back to your prior existence?”

The angel flapped its six large fiery wings with a sudden whoosh of heated air. Astonished, Kitchi said, his words shaded with awe, “You’re a seraph.”

Annoyance coloring its words, the seraph said, “We are similar and more than that, but from your primitive perspective, yes, I am.” The angel gently flapped his wings again, and heated air swirled around Kitchi as the seraph glided and landed delicately beside him. “I am Zerachiel.”

Kitchi asked, “But you’re supposed to be pure brilliance. How can I gaze upon you? I should be burning with eternal flame right now.”

“If you were living, that would be true because only the living cannot gaze upon us,” Zerachiel said.

“This can’t be real. I’m not dead,” Kitchi said with more confidence than he felt. A sudden flash of memory seized his mind.

Jon-Jay sat on a horse, white with gray marble, with a noose around his neck. Realizing their shared predicament, Kitchi sat on a nag next to Jon-Jay. Kitchi wanted to scratch where the loop chafed his skin, but the nag stamped its feet—the act of pulling the rope tight.

The Master had been saying something, Kitchi remembered. General Jonathan Fitzgerald Connor’s plantation sat outside Stafford, VA, proper. Kitchi remembered the hanging tree; they brought the unruliest slaves along—unruly, defined in the broadest of terms. Usually, to scare the other slaves into submission, the Master made those slaves with the loosest lips attend. The Master said something, though Kitchi couldn’t make out the words.

He felt a warmness on his forehead and opened his eyes. Kitchi hadn’t realized that he had closed them. Zerachiel held a glowing red coal to Kitchi’s forehead, then Zerachiel moved the coal to Kitchi’s lips, and the memories blossomed in a blaze of glory.

“You’re an abomination,” Master Connor yelled, “You have defiled my only boy, so you must die for your unholy sin. I cain’t live with a son who commits such sins, much less in my own house, true. But you’re to blame. You’re a shameful nigger,” he pointed the finger of accusation at Kitchi, “for leading my boy astray. You devil nigger.”

The overseer, Dearil Ruadh, stood beside Master Connor smiling, ready to engage in his favorite pastime: killing slaves. The Master looked at Dearil, and an unspoken command passed between them. Dearil stepped forward and slapped Jon-Jay’s horse with a thick stick on its backside. Jon-Jay, muffled by the gag in his mouth, nonetheless tried to scream and yell for his father not to do it. To spare his life.

Kitchi watched in horror as the horse shot forward, dragging Jon-Jay as he tried to stay in the saddle. The tree limb creaked and snapped the rope taught, yanking Jon-Jay from the horse. Jon-Jay swung in a long arc back past Kitchi, struggling and kicking to free himself, but the more he fought, the harder it became to breathe. The rope’s stretching and scratching noise against the tree limb as Jon-Jay flailed and fought burrowed into Kitchi’s consciousness like an insidious worm. When death finally took Jon-Jay, still eyes in a dead, puffy, purple face, he slowly swung next to Kitchi.

Master Connors turned to Kitchi, saying, “See what you made me do. That was my only son. I wanted you to see what you did. You murdered my only son. Now I have got to go home and tell Jon-Jay’s mother that she will never see her son again. You did that, boy. And there ain’t no chance for Holy forgiveness.” Another one of those looks of command passed between Dearil and the Master, and Dearil slapped Kitchi’s horse.

Kitchi didn’t fight like Jon Jay. Slaves expect death; we know it is unavoidable in this world. The knowledge makes it easy to accept. Kitchi sat proudly on his nag. When the nag slowly moved forward, Kitchi noticed the slaves brought to watch to witness his passing. When Kitchi fell to the noose, he didn’t struggle at first. He just glared at Master Conner in defiance. As his body spun, he looked at the others. Kitchi wanted to face death with dignity, but instinct kicked in. He started to struggle and kick his legs. He was gasping for breath. That was when his neck cracked. Not enough to kill Kitchi outright, just enough to paralyze him. He couldn’t struggle anymore. Kitchi slowly strangled to death. With death approaching, Kitchi started to see flashes of lives he hadn’t lived.

The scene flashed back to the cliff with Zerachiel standing next to him.

“Wait. No, there was something I needed to see. Something I need to know,” Kitchi begged, “send me back.”

Zerachiel looked knowingly at Kitchi, then said, “In due time.”

Odd, Kitchi thought. The sense that there was something he needed to know kept bothering him.

Zerachiel said, “You will not have the life that you lived. We need to discuss other matters.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Kitchi asked, annoyed.

Zerachiel took hold of Kitchi’s hand, and in a brilliant flash of heated light, they stood in a familiar place.

Kitchi said, “It looks the same. The slave quarters and small patches where we grow food sometimes are over there. I can even see Master Conner’s house in the distance. No one is about. It’s empty. It’s never empty, so where are we? Not the plantation.”

“What you see is a facsimile of what you’ve known. We find it eases the transition. We can change your perception whenever we choose. You ask, is this Heaven? Well. That isn’t an easy answer because of the complex concept of how we are here. Is this Heaven: Yes and no. Mortals believe in Heaven. A shining city on high is a human fantasy. It is what humans tell themselves to ease the pain of loss. We unearthly beings see what you call Heaven as more of a layer cake. The bottom layer is the mortal plane: where humans exist. When most humans die, they ascend to the next higher plane. Some may ascend several planes. We chose a special few, such as yourself, to return to the mortal plane.”

“How many planes are there?”

“Many, no constraint exists. When needed, we create more.”

“So, I’m dead?”

“Your physical body is dead. Your Master’s excessive beatings and the noose took your life.”

Kitchi got a faraway look in his eyes. Kitchi said, “Master Conner didn’t like that I ran away. When Dearil and his men caught me again, he beat me and made the others watch to scare them.”

Zerachiel said, “We know. We have been watching.”

“What do you mean you’ve been watching? Why didn’t you help? Why aren’t you helping all those in bonds?”

“We’ve decided you are perfect for the position.”

Annoyed, Kitchi said, “What? You’re avoiding the question.”

Zerachiel looked thoughtfully and said, “I am? Am I?”

“Yes, you are. Answer me.”

Zerachiel turned and said, waving his hand, “That is not my place, or do I care to do so.”
“What?” Kitchi’s voice rose.

Zerachiel turned back and said calmly, “Do you know what a Daemon of Vengeance is?”

Zerachiel’s lack of concern for those dying at their oppressors’ hands angered Kitchi. He said, “You will not put off or sidetrack me. Answer my question.”

Zerachiel looked at him indifferently but finally gave in and said, “We all have our responsibilities: You are mine. Lower angels deal with human trivialities. You need to understand that my station is too high.”

“Trivialities,” Kitchi nearly screamed.

Zerachiel placed a warm hand over Kitchi’s, and a calmness washed over him. Zerachiel asked in a sweet, melodious voice that almost sang the words, “Do you know what a Daemon of Vengeance is?”

Zerachiel’s question finally registered with Kitchi, and he said, “I will not serve the devil. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil….”

Exasperated, Zerachiel said, “Are you through?”

Kitchi said, “You’re going to make me into a demon. I won’t do it!”

A musical chortle escaped Zerachiel’s lips, then he said, “It’s adorable that you think you can choose. Although your confusion is understandable, the two “D” words sound similar.” As if talking to a child, Zerachiel said, “A demon is evil, a Daemon is good: they are fundamentally different creatures.”

Kitchi said, “How is vengeance good?”

Zerachiel said, “Well, unlike a vengeance demon, a Daemon of Vengeance performs work for what mortals would call God. Your Holy books speak of a vengeful God. Well, a Daemon of Vengeance is how God performs such works for good. Romans 12:19: ‘Dear friends, never take revenge. Leave that to the righteous anger of God. For the Scriptures say, ‘I will take revenge; I will pay them back,’ says the LORD.’ God hastens a Daemon of Vengeance to perform those acts.”

“So, when God metes out vengeance, it is good but somehow bad if a demon does. That makes no sense. Don’t you think that’s taking ‘do as I say and not as I do’ too far?”

Zerachiel gave Kitchi a withering look and said, in that melodious voice that calmed Kitchi in unnatural ways, “That is His word.” Without the theatrics, Zerachiel looked pointedly at Kitchi and said, “Besides, you have no choice.”

Balam

Balam watched from his perch. His annoyance had long since morphed into frustration and seething anger. He crouched on the highest limb of a giant old-growth sequoia that stood near the western slopes of the Sierra Nevada in central California. The tree’s root system gripped a rocky outcrop of a cliff 8,000 feet above the valley floor. This vantage point was the highest and closest he could get; even so, he strained to see his quarry: Kitchi. Although, it was hard to miss the damnable Zerachiel.

Zerachiel’s flaming wings lit up an already bright midday sky with ostentatious glare and glamour that would have burned the eyes of a lesser being. Balam thought, Zerachiel may hail from the upper echelon, but that doesn’t make him any better than the rest of us. Although, Zerachiel’s overbearing display gave Balam the details he needed to see Kitchi standing on the precipice.

The last time he saw his quarry was on that day over two hundred years ago. Balam had arrived too late to claim his prize. He needed the soul of The One to ascend to the upper echelon. Kitchi was The One, the key to the highest level of existence. Balam’s only chance to get into the highest level was to rid them of the Oppressor.

Balam watched closely, repositioning himself on the limb, preparing to ponce when the opportunity presented itself. The rushing warm breeze blew across the taut grey skin of his wings, threatening to unseat him. His wings were strong, so they held him in place. Besides, his talons dug deep furrows into the strong wood. I am secure.

Two of his brothers, the twins Ohya and Hahyah, joined him. Although, I doubt they wish to help. Altruism is not the Nephilim way. Balam’s older brothers sauntered up to the base of the redwood. Hahyah grabbed the tree, his hand wrapping entirely around the trunk. By human standards, that was impossible. The circumference of this sequoia trunk was nearly forty feet. Even so, Hahyah’s middle finger overlapped his thumb. Hahyah shook the tree like it was a baby’s rattle.

Balam ignored the intrusion and refocused on his mission. He easily clung to the tree and kept an eye on his prize. Even though they were older, they were lesser than him. They were not of royal blood, having been born of a dirty human woman. Balam’s mother, Ariel, hailed from the upper echelon. Technically, Zerachiel is my uncle, but he encouraged the Oppressor to banish her and the others of the Watchers. The Watchers lay with humans. The Oppressor disapproved and ordered the Watchers to stop. They refused. The Oppressor dispatched Zerachiel and his mother to deliver judgment. Mother fell in love with and lay with my father, Samyaza. Zerachiel condemned her and told the Oppressor. So, I will never think of Zerachiel or any of them as family. Balam hated those who locked the Watchers out of the upper echelon, especially Zerachiel and the Oppressor.

“Father is disappointed with you,” Ohya yelled up to Balam. Even though Balam perched only a short distance above his two giant brothers. Balam looked down at them, annoyed at the distraction. I need to focus.

Hahyah had his ever-present goofy grin on his face. Exasperated, Balam said, “I am busy, you oafs. I need to fix my mistake.”

Ohya said, “But Father sent us to retrieve you. He is not happy.”

“Not happy at all. Father is so mad,” Hahyah said in agreement.

“Why? I have done nothing wrong. He can’t be mad about The One. That happened two centuries ago. Besides me, virtually no one remembers. So, why is he mad?” Balam asked.
“Nothing can be done now,” Ohya said, “the one has been chosen. You need to go to him.”
“Go to who, father? Why, what would that do?” Balam said.

“No, go to the one that has been chosen; he is the key,” Ohya said.

A wave of heat crashed down on them. Balam looked up at the precipice that his prize had been on. Kitchi was gone, and Zerachiel was fading from this plane. “Damn it. The two of you distracted me. I missed my chance.” Balam said, his voice echoing across the valley below.

Ohya said, “It does not matter. Kitchi was not the one.”

“What,” Balam said, surprised. “Yes, he is. He has always been the one. Mother said it had been prophesied millennia ago. He is the one who will be the strongest of us. He will unite the planes. All beings will live as one.”

Ohya said, “Yes, that is what your mother said. But you never remember the second half and most important of the prophecy. Lilith, our mother, said He is the husband, Father, and Son. He will be the downfall of all. He needs to be entombed a world apart to save us. If one dies, the other kills. Omar will come and destroy all in Gabe’s name.” Even though Balam thought of the two of them as dolts not worth his time, he gave Ohya credit for being the smarter of his twin brothers.

April 9, 2023

Unconscious Consciousness

The room was cold and dark. Kitchi could hear the voice, a calming voice, a worried voice.
Kitchi sat up in the bed, sweat drenching his pajamas, and said, “Wait! Where am I?”
A strong, soft hand reached out and rested on Kitchi’s chest and, with a soothing voice, said, “Calm down, Gabe, you’re at home. We are in our bed. You had a bad dream?”

Confused, Kitchi looked around at the unfamiliar room. Information slowly filtered into his mind. He looked quizzically at the man lying in the bed next to him. Omar, Kitchi thought, my husband. Asleep in their room down the hall, their twin girls Danara and Diandra. We gave them the nicknames Dani and Dian. They all live in Dover, PA. He, Kitchi, no, Gabe—Gabriel Sanders—is the CEO of a major non-profit. Through Gabe’s eyes, Kitchi couldn’t see much. The small light on Omar’s nightstand only half-lit the room. “I guess. I don’t know.”
Omar said gently, “What was it about?”

Still looking about the room, he couldn’t figure out what was happening; Gabe/Kitchi said, “I died. I was in Heaven, I think. I was talking to God. I don’t know. It wasn’t an angel: it had six flame wings. They said I’m to be a Daemon of Vengeance.”

Omar looked thoughtful and then said, “Six flaming wings.” He chuckled and said, “I’m sorry. I started watching the Discovery Channel last night after you went to sleep. Yeah, my insomnia is on full blast again; another sleepless night. It focused on seraphim. They are the highest class of angels, closest to God’s throne. You must have internalized the show while you were sleeping. Did they sing?”

Gabe/Kitchi rubbed his face and yawned but looked at Omar surprised when he asked. “Yes, just one. At times, it sang the words when it spoke.”

Omar said, “Apparently, that’s their thing. They can’t look directly at God, so they constantly praise him.”  Omar looked thoughtful, then said, “Wait, aren’t demons evil, like doing the devil’s work?”

Gabe/Kitchi said, “I know, that’s what I said.” The temperature in the room rose precipitously. The relative gloom of the room dissipated.

Zerachiel appeared with a flap and flare of his six wings. He looked down at the two men lying in bed with little emotion, “This is the husband? He is handsome…I guess.” Dispassionately the angel asked, “I am at a loss. What are his good traits?”

Not sure how to answer, Kitchi stared at the seraph. Then he said, “What is going on?” Kitchi got out of bed. He stood face-to-face with the seraph. As he did, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror. A well-built man, at least six feet tall, with skin the color of russet, stared back at him. Well-trimmed, short curly hair framed his solid square jawline and handsome face. Kitchi looked back at the man in the bed—Omar—his husband. Omar’s lithe but muscular form sat half under the covers, frozen in time. His tawny brown skin glistened in the seraph’s glow. His stunning gray eyes sparkled in the light.

Kitchi asked Zerachiel, “What did you do?"

“Nothing, really. At least nothing in the sense that you perceive time. Seraphim, all angels, exist outside the earthly time construct. As you would say, we walk between the seconds when we step onto this plane. Manipulating time is a rare trait. Still, some can. But in nearly all cases, this is what happens. From the human perspective, time comes to a standstill.”

Kitchi asked, “Why am I not frozen like Omar?”

“Interesting: is that its name? Angels like you are a special case. You are a heavenly human hitchhiker, occasionally hijacker, who can move between them at will. As time goes on, you will discover all you can do.”

Kitchi said sternly. “He is not an “it.” He is a human being. His name is Omar, and he is my, Gabe’s, husband.”

“Hmm…I thought your lot didn’t approve of such pairings.”

“They don’t: at least not in my time. Things have changed, apparently. What year is this, anyway,” Kitchi asked.

“I believe it is the year of our Lord two thousand-twenty-two. I haven’t been on this plane in several millennia. I could be wrong.”

“Why here?”

“Because of him.” Zerachiel pointed to Omar.
Kitchi looked at Omar.

“This Gabriel person is your first mission. He will be the one you remain with for the rest of his life. He is meant to ascend tomorrow morning. Gabe’s death will be at the hands of a drunk driver, his soul will move on, but you will stay to care for his family.” With that, Zerachiel faded into pure light. The remaining glow shimmered, then shrank to a pinpoint and winked out.

The temperature in the room fell as fast as it had risen, returning to normal. Surprised, Omar said, “When…did you get out of bed?” Thinking his husband was more upset by the dream than he thought, Omar tried to console him. Omar said, “Gabe, you’ve got to calm down. It was just a dream. You can’t let it get under your skin like this.”

Gabe and Omar owned a 4-bedroom brick rambler nestled on the brow of Sky Top, a peak on the southwestern side of the Conewago Mountains. The house sits on five acres of primarily hilly treelined land just north of Dover, PA. The locals have dubbed it “The Hand of God” because the place was on a rocky outcropping from the surrounding trees.

Visitors approaching the rambler can barely see it from the two-lane mountain road because of the thick tree line. Still, after pulling onto their driveway from the aptly named Sky Top Road and driving another ten minutes, you enter the front yard, where you can get glimpses of the vast view beyond. Four hundred acres of farmland spread in every direction. What Gabe liked most was how the valley below exploded with color this time of year, from the fields full of sunflowers and corn to the multicolored wildflower meadows that skirted along the edges of the farms and bled into the southern tree line.

The following day, Kitchi/Gabe stood in the dining room looking out of the sliding glass doors at the valley beyond. The view always amazed and calmed him—something he needed today. I am going to die again today, he thought.

Briefly, Kitchi wondered how many times he had died. Zerachiel had implied this was his first mission, but Kitchi couldn’t remember his previous life or lives: dead or alive. Everything before his sudden appearance on that cliff formed a hazy black hole in his consciousness. Not to mention, his head hurt whenever he tried thinking about the time before. Kitchi couldn’t shake the impression that he had been on this plane many times, but that sense of being faded into wispy tendrils whenever he tried to grasp them.

Earlier, after he woke, while Omar and the kids slept, Kitchi took a stroll around the immediate property to clear his mind. The breeze was cool and crisp for this time of year, although on the mountain, that was common. Kitchi accessed Gabe’s memories to find that summers were always mild here in south-central Pennsylvania.

When he came in from his walk, the coffee pot he put on had finished, so now he stood at the glass doors, slowly sipping his coffee. He savored the taste. Where he was from, coffee, if they could get it, was bark-flavored mud. At least the coffee here is better, although I have let it get cold. Kitchi wondered again when Gabe would die, and he let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding.

“Why are you so pensive this morning?” Omar asked as he walked into the dining room carrying Dani—Kitchi thought—on his hip: Dian, the more independent of the two, waddled in behind them. Omar came over and pecked Gabe on the lips.

Kitchi/Gabe smiled. He slipped his arm around Omar’s waist and pulled him close to give him a deeper kiss. They didn’t break until Dani put her pudgy hand on Kitchi/Gabe’s cheek. She then leaned in and kissed Gabe.

Dian, not wanting to miss out on hugs and kisses, squealed, “Up, up.”

Kitchi/Gabe reached down and lifted her as she giggled in delight.
Omar said, “You didn’t answer the question.”

In between giving Dian her zerberts, Kitchi/Gabe said, “I’m trying to calm myself for today. It’s going to be a long one. You might want to have dinner without me tonight. I will probably be late. Maybe 8:30 or 9.”

Omar said, “What, why? Gabe, you said you would go with me to see Sara today.”

“I’m sorry, hon. This is important; it could affect our funding for the next five years. We need to strategize.” This wasn’t a complete lie. The non-profit did have a strategy meeting today. It just didn’t hold as much weight as Kitchi made it sound. If Gabe was in danger of being killed by a drunk driver, then he wanted as much distance as possible between him and Gabe’s family.

“Ok. Today is Bella’s day to be here so that I can leave the girls with her for a few hours. I’ll give her overtime pay for today.”

“Great, I’m sorry again. It can’t be helped.”

“I know.”

Kitchi/Gabe put Dian down and went to rinse his coffee mug. As he placed it in the sink, he said, “How is your sister? What did the doctor say?”

“Doctor Savio said she is in and out of lucidity. He said yesterday she was talking about something called a Balam. He asked me if I knew what she was talking about. I told him I had no clue. Funny enough, after I talked to him, I looked it up on Google. Guess what? You’ll appreciate the irony. It’s a demon.”

Omar didn’t see Kitchi/Gabe’s surprise because he was facing the sink. When he spoke, he said too loudly, “What?”

Omar smiled and said, “I know. What a coincidence, you had that strange dream about demons, and my sister is talking about them too.”

“Right, coincidence.” Kitchi returned to the sink so Omar wouldn’t see the turmoil on his face. I need to get out of here, he thought. He looked back at his family: Gabe’s family. Omar had put Dani in her highchair and was lifting Dian to hers. “I need to go, babe. I’ll see you tonight.” He gave Omar another kiss and then leaned down and kissed the twins.
“Ok, see you tonight. Say bye, bye to Daddy.”

The girls said in unison, “Bye, Bye.”

The day went by without incident.

Even so, Kitchi was on edge. He couldn’t shake the feeling that the other shoe would drop at any minute. I know it’s stupid. Yes, Gabe will die, but I won’t. I will continue living his life. Kitchi hated himself for thinking so callously about the life of this person. Gabe is good. Yes, Kitchi understood that many human religious texts condemn homosexuality. Still, Gabe’s life had been in service of some higher cause. That must count for something. If Christians can be absolved of all their sins at death, why should this good person be banished to hell just because of whom he loves? Kitchi knew Gabe’s memories and beliefs were coloring his logic. Absorbing the essence of Gabe was part of the process of Kitchi becoming this new person, but that didn’t change what he believed. Although, Gabe’s thoughts fostered doubt, and Kitchi didn’t like that.

It was seven thirty in the evening and still ninety degrees in downtown Harrisburg. The air was stifling. Kitchi/Gabe walked through the parking garage to his black Mercedes S-class sedan. The car shimmered even in the dark space. The vehicle had been Gabe’s pride and joy. His coworkers ribbed him about buying such a fancy car. Saying things like, “We are paying you way too much.” But Gabe had wanted this car so badly he’d driven his 1997 Honda Acord, which was used and thirteen years old when he bought it, for twelve years until it broke down and died. During that time, he saved every cent he could for ten years to afford his baby.

When he sat inside, Kitchi had the same feeling of accomplishment. He couldn’t say whether his or Gabe’s emotions were bubbling to the surface, but a thrill rushed through him. He started the engine. The car purred to life, and it felt good.

Kitchi went to put the car in drive but stopped. “What are you doing?” he asked himself. He continued, “You come from a time before cars even existed. You can’t drive.” Then it occurred to him that he had driven that morning to get to Gabe’s workplace. He hadn’t considered the consequences then, so why now? Then it hit him, “I’m the reason Gabe dies. I don’t know how to drive, so I won’t react properly in a deadly situation.”

Petrified with fear, he exited the car and returned to the elevator. Once in the lobby, he left the building and headed for the Starbucks on the corner. When the light changed, and the walk sign flashed green, Kitchi stepped into the crosswalk.

The bus was traveling down the cross street when the light turned red. It coasted to a rolling stop at the light. As Kitchi stepped into the street, the bus accelerated into the turn. It hit Kitchi and threw him into the middle of the intersection. He landed on the hood of a moving car, bounced off, and was thrown to the ground.

Gabe’s consciousness pushed its way to the surface, trapping Kitchi in a prison cell of pain. Experiencing all of Gabe’s physical agony: Kitchi screamed. The bus did not stop. It continued its route as if nothing had happened. The older woman driving the car that Kitchi/Gabe was thrown into stopped.

She got out and ran to the young man to help. Tears were flowing down her cheeks, “Oh, my. What have I done? What have I done?”

She knelt beside Gabe, who looked up at her and said, “This is not your fault.” He reached for her hand.

Sirens were faintly approaching. She said, “Don’t worry, honey, the ambulance will be here soon. You’re going to be all right.”

Gabe sucked in a deep breath and said, “No. I’m not.”

Gabe started to shake and quiver. A man came and knelt on Gabe’s other side and said, “We need to turn him over. On his side.”

“What?”

The man asked, “What is your name?”

She stammered, “Ummm…Wilma Hopkins.”

“Hello, Wilma Hopkins, I’m Matt Jonson; if this man is to live, we need to turn him so he won’t choke. He’s seizing.”

April 9, 2023

The Door has Open(ed) Now You Are Mine

Omar looked through the small window in the door. Sara was staring out the window in the bed, so she didn’t see him looking in. He sucked in a deep breath. He knew it was his imagination, but the antiseptic tincture burned his throat. Sara looked his way when the door opened. She stared momentarily; as if she had to find his face in her fractured memory.

Without preamble, she said, “The door was open, I’m sure of it. Why do you keep asking?”
Thrown by her refutation to an argument he hadn’t started, Omar stopped suddenly. Unsure how to respond—The doctors said she had lucid moments, but not to expect many of them—he said, “I want to be sure, Sara.”

“Well, it’s annoying. Don’t ask stupid questions.”

I’m walking into a minefield, Omar thought. Sara resumed looking out the window. Omar followed her gaze.

The upper three floors made up the psych ward of the medical building. Reservoir Center for Personalized Health and Hospital Medical Campus, usually shortened to RCC, sat on the summit of one of two hills just outside of York, Pennsylvania. Lake Redman, formed years ago when the Codorus Creek was dammed, majestically cut through the two hills.

Sara’s room would have had a great view of the lake if it weren’t for the roof of the adjoining building. Beyond the building, he could see the tranquil lake sparkling in the midday sun. The ac unit under the window roared to life, startling him. The noise bludgeoned the silence and drubbed him from his reverie.

She looked his way at his sudden movement, “You’re easily annoyed. Why?” When she started to answer, she turned away and continued as if she never asked the question. “As I said, the door was open, and Kayla was lying on the bed, big as day.”

Omar didn’t know what to say, so he asked, “You don’t like Kayla much, do you?”
She gave him a withering look and resumed looking out the window. She said, “She’s, ok; if you like that sort of person.”

“What’s that mean?”

“Kayla was uncovered, fast asleep, and completely naked.”

The non sequitur threw him. What is Sara talking about? He asked, “Does that bother you?”
She looked at him again and said, “You’re tiresome. God, you are so stupid.”

Omar didn’t know how much more of this he could take. Sara had been in this place off and on for fifteen years now, but this time. This time is different. He sat on the edge of the bed and held her hand. She didn’t pull away, so that was a good sign.

She was looking out the window again. Omar followed her gaze again. This time he saw what she must have been looking at. A fluffy yellow tabby cat sauntered confidently along the parapet of the other building. A winged creature swooped into view with stunning accuracy, clutched the cat in its talons, and flew off. Omar that the beast looked odd: It didn’t have any feathers. Even through the thick glass, Omar heard the cat’s deathly scream. Omar jerked to a standing position and said, “Oh my God!”

As if she hadn’t seen the horrid sight, Sara continued, “I went in and woke her up.”
Omar, at a loss for words, asked, “Why?”

Sara said, “Because I wanted her gone,” then rolled her eyes.

Genuinely interested, Omar asked, “So, what happens when she is part of the family?”
Exasperated, Sara said, “God, if you weren’t my favorite Sister.”

This was her favorite dig. She said ‘sister’ in that tone was meant to make him feel small, and she knew it. He never let it get to him, however. In fact, he embraced the insult, which annoyed her to no end. He said, “I’m your favorite now? What about…”

“Don’t remind me of The Wicked Witch of the mid-West. Did I tell you she’s not coming for Christmas? Can you believe it?”

“I’m sure she has a good reason.”

“Are you?”

“Didn’t she?”

“She said, I’ve converted.”

“To what?”

“Buddhism,” she rolled her eyes again. “Apparently, Buddhists don’t celebrate celibate Christmas. What do you think of that?”

“Well, it’s a good reason.”

“God, you’re such a smart ass sometimes.”

“Damn, I’m going for all the time.”

“So, I kicked her out.”

Confused, Omar asked, “How she lives in Chicago?” Omar thought sardonically, so many sudden conversation U-turns: I’m starting to get whiplash.

As if she heard his thoughts, she said, “Would you keep up?”

He was beginning to tire of this. He had promised, however. “Sorry, I forget; a’ storms a’ brewin’.”

“Kayla. I told her to get out! Chad had left for work, so she needed to go.”

“She practically lives there.”

“No. You know Kayla lives over there in that crap shack.”

“Crap Shack? Wow, that’s low, even for you.”

“Well, it’s the truth. Chad called me later, and I told him, ‘It’s my house. When you get your own, you let vagrants stay there, but not in my house.’ He’s damned lucky I let her stay when he’s there.”

“Damned lucky.”

“And then, later, guess who calls?”

A loud squeal rattled the window. Omar looked up. The sun lit up the water. The serene lake harbored nothing more than the egrets fishing along the shore. Omar said, “I’m aquiver with suspense.”

“Kevin! Can you believe it? What nerve!”

“A lot. I mean, your ex-husband hasn’t called you in a week?”

Sara said with an air of surprise, “I know! He said in his mouth stuffed with shit way, ‘She’s a good girl Sara. She’s good for our son, Sara.’” She harrumphed and said, “Like he knows.”
“One can only imagine.”

“Then, he said that I needed to treat the tart better. Prick!”

“Who, the tart?”

“Kevin’s a prick! I swear, Omar, sometimes you are so slow. Well, I told him, if he were more involved in his son’s life, he’d know what I know.”

“What do you know?”

She suddenly gripped his hand tight and squeezed until it hurt. Her eyes were flat and bright glazed orbs at the same time. “Sara, you’re hurting me.” She squeezed tighter. Her fingernails dug into the back of his hand, breaking the skin: blood began to trickle down to his wrist. She sat up in bed.

Raggedly breathing: Sara took in great clumps of breath. When she turned to him, she said, “We are coming. You will be ours.”

She let his hand go and flopped back onto the bed. She stretched and yawned loudly. She looked at him, confused, as if she hadn’t noticed or even known him. Sara looked about the room like she didn’t know where she was or why she was there. Haughtily, she said, “I thought finding, and sequentially losing, your…’ soul mate’…might have helped you figure out what I know.”

“I am not your enemy. I’m here when you need me. Sara, you have been here for two weeks; besides me, who’s visited you?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I’m talking about the cuts on your wrist, Sara. This is the fourth time in two years that we have been here. You can’t keep going on like this.”

“Well, when I get home…”

“Home…you aren’t going home. Not anytime soon.”

“You can’t….”

“Yes, I can. I know that this is hard. It’s hard for me too, but it’s necessary.”

He couldn’t stand to be there anymore. The air felt heavy and hard to breathe. Omar turned to leave but stopped when he heard her voice: low and threatening.

“Leaving won’t stop what is coming.”

Omar closed his eyes. Damnit, why do I have to deal with this? His eyes still closed, and he turned to look at her. When he opened his eyes, the room, and Sara, were gone. In their place, a cavernous space filled with unwieldy leathery creatures that stumbled and crawled about. In the distance, at the precipice of a gangly dais that looked unstable and ready to plummet, sat a throne of flaming stone. In it, a huge man-like giant sat glaring down at him.

In a voice that boomed throughout the cavernous place, the giant said, “Kitchi cannot help you. You are mine.”

April 9, 2023

Where Do We Go From Here?

Deep in their subconscious, Kitchi sat in his prison cell, trying to understand what was happening. It was weird. He knew it was just a construct of the mind their consciousnesses shared, but everything about it felt natural.

The bars of the prison cell were the hardest steel. The floors and walls are thick dirty concrete. Kitchi could hear, but couldn’t see, the whines and wails of others on the cellblock. A tsunami of pain slammed into him, throwing him into the wall. He fell to the floor. Footsteps approached as he tried to pick himself up.

“Why are you here?”

He recognized the voice. He had been using that voice for nearly a day. The visage of the handsome man he saw in the mirror the night before strolled into view. He was wearing the clothes Kitchi wore as a slave. They were essentially switching lives—trading places. So, Kitchi thought it made a sort of sense. I’m taking over his life, so Gabe was assuming mine.
Kitchi knew it was just perspective; he was on the prison cell floor, and Gabe was looming over him in the corridor, but Gabe appeared taller and more muscular. The muscles in Gabe’s arms clenched as he clasped strong hands on the bars. Gabe looked grimly down at Kitchi. Kitchi thought; he could rip them out of the concrete if he wanted.

Someone screamed. Kitchi thought it was a woman. He heard a woman say, “Don’t worry honey, the ambulance will be here soon. You’re going to be all right.” It caught Kitchi off guard. What did she mean? Why did she say that? Someone yelled, a man this time; it echoed through the corridors. Another blood-curdling scream ripped down the hall. Kitchi knew it was his, Gabe’s, death approaching.

Kitchi looked at Gabe again, “You’ve got to let me out. You’ve got to let me save you.
Gabe’s stony expression didn’t crumble. He asked again, “Why are you here?”
Kitchi got to his feet and said, “To save you and your family.”

Gabe chuckled and said, “How is that going for ya?”

“This is not my doing.”

“Isn’t it? I doubt that I would have left the relative safety of my car, or even worse, lied to Omar and stayed here late and put me in this situation. All of this is because you interfered.”

“This is preordained. I have no control over fate.”

“Bullshit. Could it be that I had to die so you can live? Why would you believe Zerachiel? Why would his truth be the truth?”

Kitchi couldn’t argue that point. He said, “Wait, you know about Zerachiel?”

Gabe said, “Yes. Just like you can hear my thoughts, I can hear yours. I’ve been down here for a very long time. What has only been a few hours for you has been a life sentence for me? I’ve had much time to think and come to a few conclusions.”

“Which are?”

“First, they are using you for their purpose. You have given up your free will to serve an untrue God.”

“What? What makes you say that?”

“Zerachiel’s lack of details, for one. He put you in me for what?” Before Kitchi could respond, Gabe raised a hand and said, “Wait….” The wall behind him shimmered and showed the scene from the night before, “…listen.”

Zerachiel’s words rang out clearly, “This Gabriel person is your first mission. He will most likely be the one you remain with for the rest of his life. He is meant to ascend tomorrow morning. Gabe’s death will be at the hands of a drunk driver, his soul will move on, but you will stay to care for his family.”

The scene faded, and Gabe said, “Why me? Why my family? Do you know? No, you don’t, he just gave you your marching orders, and you started stomping to his beat. Do something that you haven’t done since you invaded me. Think about what he said.”

“He said your soul will move on, and I am to care for your family.”

“No, he said, ‘He is meant to ascend tomorrow morning.’ What time is it?”

The realization hit Kitchi like a ton of bricks. Zerachiel had lied or, at the very least, yet to be entirely forthcoming with all the information. Maybe it was because Kitchi had stayed at the house later than Gabe normally would, or perhaps it was his path to get to work. Kitchi didn’t know what or how, but somehow something had changed the outcome.

Gabe continued, “He also said that a drunk driver would kill me. I doubt that a bus driver would be drunk. I guess it’s possible, but not likely. Not to mention, you are God’s hammer. His tool of vengeance. Why send you here to protect my family? I love them deeply, but why would God send his weapon to protect them? From what? So, what was his real purpose for foisting you on me?”

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